“I am really bad in all women’s activities. What should I do?”
My heart is empty of any feeling of everything.Published on September 11, 2020, Mina
“Since I was little I have never been up to it like other girls. I was too ugly, not smart enough, always left out. A poor girl. I always took refuge in my dreams, weird !!! Today my life is bad, my marriage. And I do it again as before, I go back to my dreams instead of facing the problems which according to my husband are only me not beautiful enough, ashamed of me, fat, zero food, good for the household and the children, it is is all. Apparently I suck at all women's activities. I don't know what to do, even cry, I can't. I'm lying to myself hoping there is a way out !! I do not know anymore. I have children, I am veiled. How do I get out of this in my life here? My heart is empty of any feeling of everything. I want to sleep and rest my head and the worst thing is that in the end, since I was 18 years old, I thought I was evolving and I only regressed it is sad unfortunately !!! Always the same and uglier, no culture, can not even read Arabic, know no more than 10 suras, no concrete Islamic knowledge. What should I do to improve myself? "